A Release of Pressure

Last week Thursday was somewhat odd. I couldn't focus on pretty much anything. My mind kept wandering. Each time that I realized that I wasn't focusing, my mind had ended up on my mom. I started crying a bit. Last Thursday was two days after the four month anniversary of my mom's death. I think in my subconscious, I realized that I'd forgotten. When I got home that day, I thought that I'd gotten rid of all that bottled emotion. Boy was I wrong!!!!
I got to talking to a friend of mine, and released all of my emotion on him. It was horrible!!! Those who know me know that I absolutely abhor crying and telling people my feelings. I thank that friend immensely!!!

"When no one else knows how I feel
[God's] love for me is proven real
When no one else cares where I’ve been
[He] runs to me with outstretched hands
And [He] holds me in [His] arms
Again"